Listen with you Heart.
Life gets better! I am so happy to be in the place that I am now. I have had so many great blessings and wonderful love in my life.
But let me tell you, these past few months have been pretty stressful. My life took a completely different turn. I didn’t think I was ready for it or that it would even happen. I felt that I would be in that place for a long time, if not forever. Life will show you when you are not on our right path. You start seeing things that should be the signs to do something different or better. Most of the time, it’s hard to see this or to listen. I didn’t listen to this, I wasn’t listening to my heart. And I kept pushing it aside. And that eventually made me feel that certain things that I needed were not important when they really were.
Life will show you what you need to do. Life gets better.
Sometimes life has to give a push. It has to open up your eyes to see that the way you are living is not where you need to be. That push for me was pretty difficult, but now I see that it was necessary. I am thankful for that. I am in a better place now. My kids are in a better place and that to me is the most important.
During this time, I felt I needed guidance,protection and peace. I needed to feel safe and secure during this new change. Sometimes my mind goes crazy with a lot of thoughts, especially somewhat negative thoughts. These thoughts tend to be fearful, worrisome and stressful. This is not helpful at all. Being in that mind space can make it hard to just turn everything positive from one moment to the next. Sometimes it takes a little bit of time and a little bit of work. This has to be gradual. It takes a few steps to get from that fearful and sad mind space to one that is clear and happy.
Be Patient with Yourself
But guess what? This is completely doable. I can’t say how long this will take for you, but it took a few months for me. In my mind I knew that if I got through these first few months that I would feel a sense of accomplishment and peace and safety. I am in a place where I see what my new normal is, for me and my sweet family. There is great routine, and I do best with routine. I easily provide a stable and safe and Loving environment for my family. That makes me feel so good.
I am so very blessed to have such great kids and great family and loved ones.
They each provide strength and love for me that I thrive on. I am so thankful for that and grateful for them in every way<3. I truly love my life and where it is headed. I see things so clearly and know that I am where I need to be.
So, don’t give up. You will get there. It takes work, daily work. You will get there. Be kind and gentle with yourself. Life gets better.
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